You hurt me,dear!

it hurt me lot;when you said that you were so confused,
and you never let me help you,even i really wanted to.
why do you always giving up on your life while i'm always here by your side.

it hurt me lot;when you always makes a rush decisions,
and you never knows that i hurt me lot.
while i lied to myself that i'm stronger,i can face it.

it hurt me lot;when you never told me where do you go,
while i'm not do the same,you mad on me.
why don't you understand that i always wanted be with you every single days.

it hurt me lot;when you left me here,
without giving me a chance to say "goodbye","i love you dear".
why don't you ever let me do it.

it hurt me lot;while i still staring at the stars,
the things that i do while i miss you so much.
i don't know how it can be happen,there's are no words can be meant.

it hurt me lot;while i can sleep at the night,
and i kept thinking bout' you,tried to be hypocrite but i can't.
i really can't.

it hurt me lot;while my heart says that i must see you,
and keep telling that you must do a step to make a changes,
but my feet and my mouth just being cruel for not letting me do it.

it hurt me lot;when you act like nothing happens,
while i'm here,alone..with full of sorrow.
why did i be the one that always been hurts.

it hurt me lot;while you cried and i can't be there,
when you need me and i'm so stupid cause never been there.
cause every single moments you need just with me while you were sad.

it keep hurt me lot;while everything reminds me of you.
the moments,the hugs,the kisses,the warmth,the eyes,the smiles,
and they can't stop playing around on my head.

it hurt me lot;when i met you,
and words that i wanted to said before just stopped and it makes me looked dumb,
i wish i can told you everything buried inside my heart.

even whatever things happens can hurt me,
there's only a thing can't hurt me.
my heart just made for you.
if i had to face death just to have you..i will do it for you.
because i can't take my mind of you.