am i R.E.A.D.Y. yet?

being single are better than having a relationship.some says,"whoaa~can you?".well i can.i'll sure that i can do it.it's better than havin' a girlfriend.they need time,money to spend,messages to send like make report each days.some of my friends said that i'm such a chossy.haha.i think that's the truth.but for real,i'm open-minded one.i don't care what you will be and has to be before.what past is past.leave the shit back.why we should look back.yeah..sometimes we should looks back.but not to often.it's kind of weird if i said i can be alone.without a special girl or relationship.i think i'm not ready yet for a serious one.there's are about 4 tracks left on my playlist before it ends.it seems like i still got no idea what should i fill in these blank.my head just goin' blur always.yeah,i still thinkin' of her sometimes.and my head just keep tellin' me that "why you should thinkin' of her?she left you lah!leave the shit behind."don't know why i still keep thinkin' of her.but rite now i tried to forget about her,about past,about love and memories.what i have rite now is not enough yet.i should fulfill what i wanted to do before.and that's is me.i stand alone.yes!i'll be sure that i still can breath without you.why should i cried for her?while she's having a great time with other bastard who take her from me.fuck that.And so there's a change in my emotions.and all of these memories come rushing like feral waves to my mind.And she leaves with someone i didn't know but she makes sure i'm seein' her.and i know that she'll break me in two.today,i'm gonna face the world with someone new in my life.not a girl or something,there were just me and myself.i said that i'm gonna face this cruel world alone.and if i'm ready,there will be someone.and there's are still sometimes around midnight.