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did i were just being such a stupid for loving you?
why did you always being happy doing this to myself?
did you know how much sad i am while thinking of you?
and i didn't know why i couldn't stop thinking of you.
i didn't know why i always can't stop from loving you.
did i just do the same thing i've done to myself; keep waiting for you.
i wish i would die without your love..if that will be happened.
i'll be sure that no one will never regret.
and i'll be sure that i will never regret for all the sins that i make.
i didn't deserve for love?god!!why you were so cruel to me?
is that of all this doesn't enough!!
you took all my happiness from me.
you took everything and now i am alone.
why did you god just trying to make me losing my fucking faith?
people just can said that i just look happy with my life.
fuck!did they know how much miserible and pathetic i am?
they can see the smile but it was just fake.
i never stop thinking about you every second of my breath whisper to this cruel air.
girl,you just make me blind than a blind-man.
why did you never understand me and always make me sad.
all your words about said sorry for making me sad..is that was just a lie?
didn't know how much happy you are while reading all of this shit.
hope that you can feel like i do when everytime you do this to me.
you always done this to me : hurting my feelings,while i'm trying not to hurt yours.
cause you never felt satisfied with all the things hurt deeply that you've done.